I'm just un happy, I feel no matter what I do its never ev ver good enough.mom came by, that wad nice till she cries cause of florida.I don't get what am I supposed to do when we argue so much right here, I hate arguments but there's one every day.If I'm not an equal partner I don't see us together like I did just last week.respect is a two way street, and I'm dealing with multiple personalities.
A on the flip side the holidays wee good, couldve been best...but naturally some folk can't stand the thought of any body being happy!! I don't really have a big family, I do have my parents.I love my brother and nieces and nephew but he's not allowed near me and has not been for years!!! Shoo, my own mamma is not over without hearing static for days on end and yes she lives to tell me all about it.Mom helps everyone the best she can, I'll give her that.
I'm concerned, my life was fine for years but right now I am not happy.I know there's no EXCUSE to be unhappy, but allas I tried for years and same old except once I had a best friend.....now its judgement day each and every day from the dishes to what my family does and how awful I am treated....disrespectful.
Maybe I deserve it, I do give respect but like bill says....I don't use my spine.If it wasn't for the girls, I'd be some where else.
Those daughters off mine, I love them dearly!!!!
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